ithinkihadarevelation;

&& thats my revelation.
idk if you all can see or read that . . so here's what it says;

you cannot please everybody;
as much as i try to, i just can't
&& i'm tired && DONE with trying while all of my efforts go unnoticed.
sumtimes you just have to let go of what does not want to be helped - even if you think it's worth it, sumtimes there's just nothing you can do.
you cannot make sumthing change or act the way you want them to act, so in the end, all ou CAN do is ACCEPT the flaws that have been offered or LET GO.
&& i think that's what i'm doing . . letting go.
it wouldn't be accurate to say that i dont care anymore . . just that i don't care enough to continue trying.

yeahh.
that applies to specific things && people in my life.
i'm tired of trying just for you to just sit there acting like a little bitch when things aren't going the way you want them.
i hate the fact that nobody seems to care that i was the ONLY one there, the ONLY one, when everybody else gave up on POOR LITTLE YOU.
but now, i think im gonna be the only one to walk away . .

but it's whatever.
i'm not even stressing it because, as stated in that little 'revelation', sumtimes you just have to let go of what does not want to be helped - even if you think it's worth it, sumtimes there's just nothing you can do.