you're trying too hard to be yourself, you racist asshole.

this has been bugging me lately.

why is it that being yourself is now trying to hard to fit into today's society ?
seriously ?
just because i like to look my best, listen to popular music, && watch popular TV shows that makes me just like the others ?
i understand that in some sense it would, seeing that alot of other people like those things, but i can't help what i like && i'm sure as hell not gonna change what i like just because YOU think that i'm being something that everybody is.

personally, i think that some people try too hard to NOT fit in.
okay, you can try your best to look like a bum or look like you tried a little too hard to put that ugly outfit together, listen only to the most unknown artist there are, and avoid watching MTV, BET, VH1, and every other popular channel JUST BECAUSE;
but that's not me.
i like what i like && you just don't play a role in deciding that, buddy.


TOPICNUMBERTWOO;;

ummmm. stereotypes ?
hate em.

if you're gonna be stereotypical, please don't be around me while doing it.
because from now on, as i just decided, i'll most likely go off.

i'm sick of these dumb stereotypes.
when i hear sumbody use these stereotypes, the following things come to mind;
dumb, uneducated, trying too hard to be funny, i wanna punch the shxt outta you, && are you seriously serious right now ?

i mean, really tho ?
"now you kno there's too many black people in the room when somebody's wallet goes missing !"
wtf ?
"of course you hopped the border; you're mexican !"
WTF ?
"come on, i'm black; does it LOOK like i have any money ?"
WHAT THE FXCK ?

PEOPLE.
get over yourselves !

okay, now i can laugh at the occasional joke that doesn't sound TOO racist, but all of the constant, super RACIST-sounding jokes gotta go.

ooo, && trust && believe that i'll be real enough && tell you to your face that saying dumb shxt like that only makes you sound like a racist asshole that doesnt have a good sense of humor.

sometimes i think im mean for telling people how i really feel about them && their actions to their face, right then and there. but then i remember; i'm not afraid to speak my opinion && my mind. if i'm thinking it, then most likely i'm saying it. that gets me in trouble in school && with adults sumtimes, but really, does it LOOK like i care ?
ahahaha. jay ay dee ay doesn't give a FXCK what you think hoeeee.
(:

Moral of the story ? ;
ONE; If being yourself qualifies as being what other people like to be, then so BE it ! ; don't change YOU for anything. if you like somethin, then gone 'head witcha bad self !
TWO; IN: funny jokes - - OUT: stereotypical jokes.

silly kids;

hahahahahaha.
AHAHAAHAHAHA.
i'm so amused right now.

soo, i don't kno if yall have noticed this in your community lately, but i've seen it MUCHO in mine.

since when does being in the EIGHTH GRADE make you a senior in middle school ?
'da fck ?
like seriously tho ; MIDDLE SCHOOL does not have levels.
i mean, when i was in the eighth grade, we were just happy to be gettin outta middle school.
but now, yall think just bein at the top of ya level makes u a senior ? ? pshAHHH.
absolutely not.
if anythingg, it only means that you made it that far. so congratulate yourselves for that much.

&& then, what are the other levels supposed to be ?
so i understand that being a sixth grader would let you qualify as being a freshman.
because you're fresh meat to the school.
but what's a seventh grader ? a junior ? i mean, you can't completely skip over one class or not use it at all.
that's what i dont get about the whole thing.
it makes absolutely no sense.

ahahahaha - - yess, i'm still elohel'ing.

buhh anywhoo.
i was talking to my best friend about this.
&& we were discussing how next year all of the seniors from our old middle school will probably walk into our current school like they own it.
&& i'm thinkin, "bxtch, please."
girlboo, if they think they can walk in && take shxt over like it's theirs, we will gladly put them in their place.
&& no, im not sayin that bc we think we're somehow better than them because we are older.
im sayin that bc that's just what seems like will happen.

but forreal forreal, i'm exicted to see all of the freshmen next year.
i dont kno if next year can top this year, but it seems like it'll be wayy too much fun to even think of.

hopefully, i'll still be on the volleyball team even tho i'm not playin club. if so, that will make my year - && my summer. lmfaoo (:

haha. those summer practices were the best . .
mann, im gettin offtopic.

guess i should end this.

Moral of the story ? ;
the only certified seniors are old && gray or at the top of their game in highschool !

PS;
sum of yall kiddies might be offended by this.
but just so ya don't ghed confused . .
this chick named jada doesn't give a finger in thee middle what yu think cuz this blog is for me to EXPRESS MYSELF !
(: