taketimetorealize.

if you just realize what i just realized . . then we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now . .
*;colbiecaillat - - realize.

so i've realized,

i'm not attracted to guys that greet me with the overused line, "what's good"
or guys that try to pull off the bad boy look or anything close to that.

if anything, i've learned that the guys that bring me in && make me interested, even when i try not to be interested, are those with a high intelligence level and a humorous personality.

sure, the bad boys are interesting when your first meet them, but when that rush of lust is over, so is the relationship.
i want a guy that isn't afraid to be hisself, no matter what the people around him think.
a guy that is shy when it comes to certain things, but outstandingly bold when it comes to others.
someone who loves watching a children's show such as Hip Hop Harry and will go around saying it without shame.
someone that can make me laugh even when i don't want to, who will ask if i'm okay even if i only have the slightest hint of discomfort on my face, who will talk to me even when they shouldn't be, && who can be my friend before being my lover.

i feel as tho i have already met this guy, i just don't want to admit it.

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so question;
what do you do when you think you've fallen for your friend ?
someone who's been there as a buddy, but now you seem to want them as more ?

this question as been recurring in my mind lately . .