everthing is.
my grades are fucked.
relationships - - fucked.
attitude - - fucked.
everything i miss so much - - fucked.
life - - not fucked, but feels like it.
there are just so many factors that have played out so wrong lately and i'm at a lost for what to do. i've lost what's been so important to me, or so it feels like it.
all i want is that bit of happiness.
and nobody, i mean nobody - - no matter how much you say you do - - understands.
i feel like i've been in this state of depression for the longest time, and nobody but me knows.
tears, yes i have shed. but nobody sees that but me.
and i'm trying so hard to let go, and see the bright side of the situations that i have been given, but doing that is so hard when you know you are far from what you envisioned.
and it pains me so much to think of all the negativity that i am either a part of or surrounded by, but that's all that i can and have been doing.
and for you;
i miss you soo much. you just don't know.
nobody does . . .
i don't like this slump that i have fallen into.
and i hate to say it, but
i blame you.
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Life has its ups, and definitely its downs. But at the end of the day there is always someone doing much worse than you. There may be A LOT of thinks going wrong for you at the moment, but just take time out to thank God for the good things that you do have; good health, family, friends. . . No, I can never say that I truely understand what you're going through, because I have never walked in your shoes. But there are nights where I just felt like crying, and I have. But tomorrow is always a new day Jizza (: illlyy.
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